there's 7 hours left of the year and i dont think i have done anything meaningful for the past year. it's obviously impossible o do anything in this last seven hours to make up for the last 8753. oh well.
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Saturday, December 31, 2005
Monday, December 26, 2005
did get many presents, which was the ultimate blow for this year's chirstmas. got one or two nice shirts, and that's about it for the "nice presents list" for me. i shan't brag about it, for i'm too tired and lazy.
school starts in 2 days' time. well, for me. stupid prefects' camp. i didn't go last year cause i went to Bangkok in a last minute notification. because of that i didn't get my prefect's badge. haha. stupid, i know. i don't know why i'm forcing myself to go this time, and not try to report sick to pon it. i sure hope it'll be fun. i heard mixed reviews about last year's. i don't know what this year will be like. different councillors, different way of handling things, different camp.
i've watched 'The Chronicles of Narnia: the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe" and i must say it's pretty good. my parents, cousins and sister think otherwise. i liked it.
went lunch and bowling with the cousins. we only bowled one game. no fun. :(
i wonder if christmas is going to be boring next year.
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Monday, December 26, 2005
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
i woke up early today, had a bath, and walked out of the house on the way to training. within the first 100m from my house to the bus stop, i tried calling people, see whether they were going for training. none were. so i walked back home. :(
i cut myself with the guitar strings again. thank God my cousins broke the first string, i don't really use it.
Marcus said that i should go get coloured strings (to make me look cool). maybe i should. but i need my parents' funding.i can't bear to spend on guitar strings. it just isn't worth it. :P
i need a tuner too but they're not willing to pay for that. they said i can tune my guitar with the piano. :(
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
i'm bored i feel like giving a special post but i've got no inspiration. :(
i'll probably have some later.
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Monday, December 19, 2005
i've cut my hair.
watched pride and prejudice yesterday with cousins Gen, Gillian and sister. we walked around a bit, i bought a shirt. before all that Gerry was there too. she had some church thingy so she left before our movie. after movie and minimal shopping we went home, while Gen went to meet her friends. my uncle came to fetch us home, saved me the fatigue to take a bus. that was about it yesterday, besides playing ps, watching tv and my guitar string break.
guitar lesson today was okay. i hate it when i turn up, not knowing what to play or how to play. it's quite embarrassing. but hey, i'm a beginner, am i not?
i think there's a gathering on 22nd. Ben and i roughly planned it out. but we haven't invited anyone yet. i guess that's my job since he's at camp right now.
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Monday, December 19, 2005
Sunday, December 18, 2005

the kids in the tour group! minus Gang Jie, don't know where he went.
*i found out that that's how his name is spelt.
after shopping and i think we went to some ginseng factory thing or the crystal shit. but after that, we got to this place called Lotte World. Lotte is some big organisation in South Korea. has many branches selling different stuff. anyway, we queued for the wrong stuff and wasted loads of time. we took only three rides, one being the Carousel. we wanted to take the 'scarier' rides but they were closed cause there was some lazer show. pretty fucked up. anyways, we still had fun.
queueing for the Camelot Carousel. or the other way round.
Childish kid. :P
well, that was our last night and we were pretty shacked. had our last gathering in the hotel room the cousins slept in. we were mostly tired so we didn't do much. it was our last night in Korea.
Day 8: final day. went for breakfast, a late one. in camparison to the previous breakfasts we had. it was kinda like a brunch thingy. it was very late, like 11. anyway, took photos, in the bus and all. here they are. 
brunch with Gerry, Gillian and cute little Joseph. he's nine.
the tour guide with the tour kids! many people didn't
like him though, said he wasn't doing his job.
acting nigg- i mean african american.
the kids in the back of the tour bus. i like unglam.
Korea was fun, don't mind going back again.
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Day 4: was my cousin, Genevive's sixteenth birthday. we went skiing.
Getting ready for skiing.
yeah, that's me! :)
Gen, Happy 16th Birthday.
Day 5: no photos, lots of skiing and fun with the other kids on the tour with us. haha i don't mind going back to Korea with the same people!
Day 6: leaving the ski resort. i think it's called Pheonix Park or something. they didn't have towels! anyway, it was a whole lot of fun, wrestling Gerry to the ground and making gay, snow angels. haha.
last sight of the resort. :(
we were going to this theme park, Everland. at least i think that's what it's called. it's sorta like Korea's Disneyland.
a cable car ride in Everland, sitting with Gerry and Gill.
haha some inverter-like ride. really fun. but my balls got deformed because of it. real nasty. took it twice. i'm still potent. i should be.
left to right: some Korean woman, empty seat, Gen, sister, Jonathan, Gerry, me, Gan Jie, 2 random korean women.
we conquered the ride! haha it wasn't that scary. it was fun and ball challenging.
then we headed to this hill, i don't know what for. it for some Korean Broadcasting Station shit or something like that.
i'm lazy again. laters.
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
there,
my hair was like crap, i didn't bother. actually, it's always that way. :S
i wore more layers of clothes than i ever have worn.
my socks were higher than i had ever desired to wear it. i had no choice!
i ate more pork in one day than i usually eat in two.
the sun sets at 6 plus, maybe earlier. they should have daylight savings.
okay i'm going to upload the pics. i'll try posting it in order(day 1-8).
do be careful, i'm not photogenic. AT ALL.
i'm counting day 1 as the night of departure. cause it is really counted as a day anyway.
day 1:
at the airport, waiting for departure. my sister, Gerry, Gen, Gillian, me.
on the plane.
Day 2: landed in Korea, taking a bus to the domestic terminal, taking a flight to Jeju island.
landed in Jeju, went to some waterfall shit.
at some volcanic place. the volcano is obviously already dead.
Day 3:
some mountainous place. don't ask me exactly where, i don't take notice of the names of places.
getting ready for dinner. don't ask me why i even wore than scarf.
i'm getting lazy i'll upload the rest some other time. maybe later.
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
Friday, December 09, 2005
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18,find line 4, type it out here:
i can't, it's all chords.
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. what do you touch first?:
air?
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Big Fish
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time it is?
1920?
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
1914
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
The tv downstairs.
7: When did you last step outside?
training, this morning.
8: What are you wearing?:
some Hong Kong black shirt and no brand shorts.
9: What are your plans for tomorrow?:
Korea
10. What did you dream about last night?
didn't dream.
11: When did you last laugh?:
while watching Big Fish
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
paint. come to think of it, i forgot what colour the walls are.
13: Seen anything weird lately?
um yeah, Ben, on Wednesday.
14: What song best describes your current mood?:
i can't read you- Daniel Bedingfield.
15: What was the last film you saw?
Chicken Little -.-
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight,what would you do with it?
Buy lots of shoes, clothes and a phone.
17: Tell me 3 things about you that I don't know?
there isn't anything i can think of.
18: Do you like to dance?
depends.
19: George Bush is:
not my type.
20: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Gwen. it's a nice name.
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
haven't thought of it.
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
not really.
goodbye my homies, back on the 16th.
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Friday, December 09, 2005
Thursday, December 08, 2005
i'm flying off to Korea tomorrow. i'm havin doubts on whether i'm going to have fun there. probably not. i know quite a number of people who're going Korea. Marcus and Eduard are going there too. Marcus' going on the 12th, Eduard, the 14th.
shucks we joined a tour group for a holiday in Korea. i sure hope there aren't any kiasu aunties who constantly drag the group behind, aren't always punctual and ask too many stupid questions. i can just picture the whole situation. i'm actually fearing that.
i'm sad cause Manchester United lost to Benfica this morning. i wasted my time and sleep to watch the stupid match.
:(
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true,add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.(i had nothing to do)
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes. (kills time)
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I'm really bored and i feel weird.
True fact: I love blink-182.
well, the 5 people are(i don't think they're gonna do it):
Gerry, sister, Samantha Ong, Jolene.
i could only get four.
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
i've fooled around on my guitar so much i actually cut myself with the strings. stupid metallic strings. now i can't play till it's healed.
what happened during now and my last blog post? nothing much really, just packed my stuff for the Korean trip. i'm not thrilled, neither am i dreading it, it's just another holiday for me. i don't think i want to go skinny dipping (if there is). i'll embarrass myself, showing all my fats. that's why i've been going for training for the past.. day? oh yeah, i just started today. but i'm feeling so tired, as if i've been training for so long. uh, i don't feel like going tomorrow.
put up the Christmas tree, took my parents, sister and i three hours. we put it up quite late, considering that we've been putting it up in early November for the previous years.
i bought new shoes! i wore them to training today, it's quite good for warming up. but i'm quite sad because Joash Wong has them too! i don't like it when others have the same stuff as i do. i'm selfish.
aye, read the news about the escape shit. i think i was the first to experience the technical difficulties. the other time i went with my primary school friends, we were going up the first ramp of the Alpha 8, but our kart slipped back down. i was kinda freaked. but i was pissed cause when they were technical difficulties at Disneyland, they gave us free stuff, compensation. but there wasn't any! it's Singapore's only theme park. i feel so pathetic being a Singaporean. that's exaggerating but really, they should've been more professional instead of saying sorry and smiling as we left the ride. and the equipment at escape are so old, not well mantained, it was only a matter of time when something gives way. it did of course, unlucky girl. i don't think i'll ever go to escape again. i think it'll be another fantasy island. i actually liked it. haa.
i don't know what has happened to the group of friends i had, it's like they all died. Nicholas left for Aussie. i don't know where the others are. if they don't care, i don't too.
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005